Since there are many discussions about different approaches to the divine, instead of engaging into the never-ending disputes about details, I would like to propose an experiment to you: Whenever you feel patient listen for half an hour to those proverbs of Jesus: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL8T4A31ufmO81hOcXjf5aACcaM_C9GWO3 if this video is offline, just search for "only Jesus words" …
The saturnic deconstruction of the ego
Sodarshan Chakra Kriya 